Hi everyone,
Well, that was the question of the day. I'm not sure about you, but when I am in a funky mood, sometimes I don't want to inflict myself on others. To that end, I've stayed away from blogging even though shouting to the world about my displeasure is all that I've wanted to do lately.
The problem? Well, glad you asked. (smile) The basic problem is less than two months from leaving, we still have sooooo much to do. I want to cry, pout, pull my hair out, and scream all at the same time...but as I would probably be committed, I'll keep a little better control of myself. But seriously, it has been too crazy.
Okay, maybe if you saw my house you wouldn't think so, but I do fancy myself an organized person. I like to make folders, put things in clear binders, staple, paper clip, and shred. I like my mind to be uncluttered as I go about my daily tasks, like lists, etc. You get the picture. So, when I first heard about the move to Germany, I decided to start on my lists in order to prepare myself for the madness to come.
Well...the moving madness never came. Just regular ole madness. We are in that hurry up and wait syndrome like nobody's business. Hubby has to start work with or without us on July 2nd. Do we have orders? NO. Do we have a transportation appointment? NO, Because we don't have orders. Do we have plane tickets? NO, why would we-we don't have orders! Do we have any frickin' idea where we are going to live once we arrive in Germany? NO-you guessed it, because we don't have orders. Is Katherine stressed? HELL YES! Whew! That felt good.
Okay, I'll calm down. Everyone says to chill it will work out. I've played a half dozen scenarios in my head to make myself feel better. I've got it worked out that all this will be but a mere memory in a couple of weeks. (and I really hope I'm right!)
Complaining over. Gotta get back to being a good wife and plaster that ole smile on the face.
Oh well...peace and love!
Katherine